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The results really hit me real hard this time. I studied, I practise and I did my homework. But all I got in return was crap. I even got misunderstood that I copied all my previous homework, so much for trying and putting an effort to do that assignment and what did I get? Nothing but some POTATOING misunderstanding. Seriously, I feel damn bitter now. I put in hard work, but I don't get any results or return. I’m such a failure. Everything I do whatsoever, seems to always end up being nothing but failure. POTATOES. Am I spending too much time practising my guitar? I don't really think so, its only about 2 hours a day. Spending too much time on the computer? Probably. Procrastination? Yes. Seeing all the other guys rejoicing while I’m there staring at the POTATOING paper at my miserable marks. I'm feeling really bitter and emo now, feel like I’m going to break down soon. How am I going to break the news to my parents? How will I change the views of that someone who thinks that I’m copying my work? Holidays and the aftermath of exams are going to be boring. Seeing my pathetic results makes me feel guilty about still going out after that. I’m going to study really hard already; I need to redeem myself during the FYE. And I need someone to confide in right now. Damn it! POTATOES. Someone read this and talk to me on MSN alright?


*I agreed to substitute Vulgarities to POTATOES.